reaction to Mooji´s "invitation"
I just listened to Mooji and I loved the experience for the umpteenth time, but I cannot help but wonder afterwards. How can it be, that a group of people will say the same thing. You might believe it´s just peer pressure, but watching this, it seems more. My own personal answers aren´t any different, when I´m into it. The amount that I agree with the group is a measure for how deep my meditation is. But the doubts come back. When you ask Mooji, he just says, keep practicing. But that´s probably because he didn´t start out as a sceptic. He started out as a devout Christian, and I believe he´s still steering towards this, which is where my resistance stems from the most. In the beginning it was fear of disappearing, but I quickly stepped over that. But now a subtler fear is rearing. A fear of a way of thinking, causing me to dismiss the experience.. But I don´t want to be guided by fear. I want to understand. ´Could this isness be captured in some way?´ And everybody answers ¨No¨. ...